DJ Si-HaNs(i)’s Confessions

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greetings HaNs(i)

Making music is my LiFe, but i have so many LiFe’s. When i make music i listen to my heartbeat. It’s something that comes directly from my soul. Since years this melody’s are playing in my mind. When i hear music another melody is playing in the background of my mind with so much power that it breaks out and fills my whole expirience.

I’ve been much to asia, especialy Indonesia and have a graet connection to that country and it’s music, the rythm’s, the drums, the beat of nature that flows into ure veins, a rythm so pure and so old. The beat of nature. The beat of ur heart. I put this haertbeat in my music, and the result is a “NeW KiNda HoUsE”.

I hope to release my CD soon, but not yet satisfied i still wanna make it better. Each song reaches a higher level and that means, the song’s made before also have to be improved. It’s a lot of work but i do it with LoVe. Because the result will be a mirror that display’s my life and what iam. I hope u all will enjoy when relaesed. Stay Cool and enjoy LiFe -

DJ Si-Hansi

A job is not merely a tranquillizing drug forced upon the ego, but it’s dangerously and destructive poison.

Work destroys the mind more effectively than anything else, wich is precisly why it’s enforced. After all we are equal, and therefore nobody must be permitted to have a mind. Work saps your thoughts by a process of taking your mind prisoner, monopolizing it, absorbing it. preventing you from thinking about any thing other then work.

It becomes ur life, you become it. What is left?

You may not enjoy ur work at first, but soon change to accomodate it. In time work comes to posses u so toroughly that every moment away from work is spent recovering ……. in preparation for work.
We come to Accept work as a nesessary sacrificial ritual, in wich we sacrifice ourselves.

“Everybody needs love” and “everybody has to work” become uttered in the same breath - two dogma’s that represent the cornerstones of our entire existence.

Together they succesfully banish …………………. (Iff u don’t keep this in mind)

According to my last Bloggie, yes me Mom already died (God bless her in heaven). And i found peace in it just like she found peace. But my life will never be the same like before, suddenly the whole world was turning 180 degrees, I sold my house and i feel free to go. It changed me, it changed my feeling it changed everything. I still miss my mom, and sometimes i wanna call her. But i know she will alway’s be at my side. I have new plans, but i still don’t know what the feature will bring to me. That makes me afraid, but also excited. Till now my live had a pattern but that’s something that keeps u in place. now my mind is free. That gives me the power to do things i never did before. Why i do that? For the one i love or for the one i will love, because the future is an open road now.

Si-HaNs(i)

It’s easy going to life without thinking of death, but no one day, we all get confrontated. Yes, my mother will die. and it’s dffinitely. Thinking of death is in my mind, but it also forces me to think about life. It confrontates U with ur innerself, somehow it feels like making U stronger. Because it confrontates U to face the day U will be alone. Without the most important person in ur life, the one who give life to U and ur not able to give that back. Itt brings U to the bottom of the pitt, but that’s a good starting point to face reality.

U—–H A V E—–T O—–D O—–I T—–O N—–Y O U R—–O W N

The Lone Wolf